i'm getting nervous about the class i have to take. what if i can't pick up the language? I'll have to leave after 90 days and everything i've been looking forward to for 5 months! i pray that everything works out and i make it there okay, and that they like me and i like them. and that everyone who wants to visit can visit and will have a place to stay. there are so many things running through my head that i can't type them all out.
i'm sad about leaving my family, friends and especially Sarah. I cried for the FIRST time this week about leaving and it was when me and sarah were getting ready to go out and see a movie, she started doing my make-up and i was thinking that that will probably be the last time that happens for a whole year and i couldn't even let her finish my eyeshadow! it was crazy. and yesterday she stayed the night after a 4 hour bowling extravaganza and this morning when we woke up she looked at me and said i'm really gonna miss you, and she started crying which in return made me cry. ugh! it was insane!
well, that's all i have to say for now. not much has really gone on, just shopping. we found a winter coat and lots of sweaters and stuff! so that's good! (: My parents gave me my birthday present already, we are going to "The Hike Inn" i'm super excited, mom, dad, tiffany, chris and sarah get to go with me! it will be a rough hike up there tho!
okay, goodnight.
